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Seeing the World as Nothing But Movies ~ Ron’s Memoirs

“This earth is nothing but movies to me. Just like the beam of a motion picture. So is everything made of shadow and light. That’s what we are. Light and shadows of the Lord. Nothing else than that. There’s one purpose. To get to the beam.” 
~ Yogananda Paramahansa – Autobiography of a Yogi, Chapter 30
“A wise man, recognizing that the world is but an illusion, does not act as if it is real, so he escapes the suffering.”
~ Buddha
“This whole creation is essentially subjective, and the dream is the theater where the dreamer is at once: scene, actor, prompter, stage manager, author, audience, and critic.” 
~ Carl Gustav Jung
“I regard consciousness as fundamental. 
I regard matter as derivative from consciousness. 
We cannot get behind consciousness. 
Everything that we talk about, everything that we regard as existing, postulates consciousness.”
~ Max Planck, Nobel Prize-winning physicist
“Objective reality does not exist” ….
“the universe is fundamentally a gigantic … hologram”

~ David Bohm, quantum physicist


Swami Yogananda Paramahansa


Ron’s Introduction.

As an octogenarian, I now mostly experience my life as one of continuing harmonious synchronicities arising from ever mysterious karmic causes and conditions. But this life-stage has come only after many decades of experiential evolution, beginning before my mid-life spiritual awakening.

During childhood my entire life seemed very dreamlike, and – like my nocturnal dreams – I’ve forgotten most of it.   

Thereafter, and until midlife, Earth life became my sole “reality”.  Then following a profound midlife spiritual awakening and subsequent unforgettable mystical experiences I more and more have self-identified as non-dual eternal spirit inhabiting a mortal body.

Now my life again seems quite dreamlike and synchronistic – often like a masterfully and perfectly pre-scripted movie, in which I am currently playing a fleeting role as retired lawyer and spiritual writer, who is still learning and evolving.

Retrospective realization of the apparent perfection of my lifetime’s evolutionary history has instilled in me unshakable and irreversible faith in God and Nature, and unspeakable gratitude for its blessings – especially since my miraculous survival and recovery from near death injuries sustained four years ago on being run down by a taxicab.

At age 85 as I contemplate my inevitable (and possibly imminent) physical death, I keep wondering how we can best ‘be in this world but not of this world’ while remembering that we are immortal spirit – not mere embodied mortals – experiencing unique lifetimes, karmically predetermined to help us learn and see our true self-identity. And how we can keep alert for constant potential lessons and blessings in our lives.

I have been blessed with unforgettable fleeting ‘peek’ spiritual experiences demonstrating that earth life is like a ‘light show’ – an illusory play of consciousness. Yet, I am often deeply moved by the insanity and suffering now rife on our precious planet, and often wonder how we can address it.

Ron’s Questions.

As we awaken from the illusion of our apparent separateness from each other and Nature, is it possible for us to live in this impermanent world of inevitable suffering, without responding compassionately and emotionally to the immense miseries and apparent injustices experienced everywhere by countless sentient beings?

How can we most skillfully and compassionately respond to ubiquitous world misery, injustice and suffering?

Discussion.

Each of us has a unique perspective with unique karmic causes and conditions. So I am unqualified to offer specific spiritual advice to anyone else. But, encouraged by my Guruji, I am sharing the following views on the foregoing spiritual questions in case they may help others.

I believe that even highly elevated incarnate beings cannot always live emotionally detached from ubiquitous misery and suffering. But that we can all best respond intuitively rather than react reflexively while peacefully remaining self-identified as embodied spirit, rather than as ego-minds.

Recently I was reminded that – even while experiencing transcendent states of consciousness – Indian Holy Man and Avatar, Sri Ramakrishna Paramahansa, suffered bereavements on deaths of a nephew, older brother, and beloved attendant. Similarly Swami Paramahansa Yogananda experienced deep bereavement on death of his mother, and significant emotional trauma following a betrayal and lawsuit by his former trusted childhood best friend and assistant, Dhirananda.

Yet, Yogananda later explained in Autobiography of a Yogi, Chapter 30, his view that:

“This earth is nothing but movies to me. Just like the beam of a motion picture. So is everything made of shadow and light. That’s what we are. Light and shadows of the Lord. Nothing else than that. There’s one purpose. To get to the beam.” 

But (except for psychopaths) aren’t we all often autonomically emotionally attuned with others even in viewing videos, movies and plays?

In my student days I learned of maniacs like Hitler in Nazi Germany, Mao in Communist China, Stalin in the U.S.S.R., Pol Pot and the Khmer Rouge in Cambodia and numerous other dictators who were then bestially causing untold murders and misery. Naively, I then believed that my country the USA, and its Western allies, represented only virtues of good and democratic decency, and that after the demise of World War II era psychopaths, the world would be restored to a utopian age of peace and prosperity. But I was wrong.

I realized that the USA had become a violent dictatorial and hierarchical oligopoly rather than a socially benevolent democracy, especially beginning with the legally unprecedented and undemocratic Supreme Court selection of George W. Bush as 43rd US President (after patently flawed Florida elections). Bush’s inauguration was soon followed by outrageously contrived false flag attacks of September 11, 2001, and then the US began a series of unprovoked and unlawful invasions of sovereign middle East countries on the false pretense that they further threatened us with “terrorism” and with (non-existent) alleged “weapons of mass destruction”.

So during the Bush, Jr. administration, like Professor Howard Zinn, I began feeling that I was living in an ‘occupied country’; that the *so-called “American dream” of Ronald Reagan, et.al. had become a global nightmare of a rapaciously violent empire threatening all life on Earth.

Current perspectives.

Not even during the Bush, Jr. regime did I imagine how far our purportedly democratic government of by and the for the people would degenerate to its current condition under the presidency of Donald J. Trump. Nor did I then, as now, realize that neither of the two major US political parties provides a true alternative to a rapaciously violent worldwide US empire threatening possible nuclear or ecologic catastrophe.

Optimistically I believe that Trump’s administration is a “red pill” portent of end of empire, which is awakening a critical mass of concerned humans who will no longer tolerate current global insanity; and that we will at long last democratically and compassionately avert nuclear or ecologic catastrophe, by ending governments by and for psychopathic billionaires, and replacing them with governments by and for all people and all life on our precious planet Earth.

Ron’s aspirations.

May current global insanity and suffering soon awaken us to initiating a revolutionary democratic era of compassionate concern for all life everywhere. Yet may it inspire us to realize, like Yogananda, that this world as “nothing but movies” intended to help us “get to the beam.”  – that it is like Samsara 3.0, an unreal and illusory matrix mirage.

Whatever happens in our impermanent illusory world of inevitable death and suffering, may we always recall our eternal oneness with all life everywhere, while ever aspiring for world peace and happiness.

And so may it be!

Ron Rattner


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1 Comment

  1. Gregory Nathan Salazar on July 11, 2017 at 10:06 am

    Edifying forum, thank you. Planck and Sri Aurobindo seem wholesome to me. Jai ShirdiSaiRam.

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